it's annoying! and the funny thing is life seems so complicated, when it's so darn simple. you either do something, or you don't. you either take a chance, or play it safe. you can better yourself and make yourself worse. it's not like it's anyone elses fault like i'd like to believe.
i'm starting to get obsessed with food. i'm very angry with cookies at the moment, and i got a packet of exercise and weight-loss tracking/goals/inspiration.
school is a bust, i feel like i'm about to be dropped or just drop out. i have to stop giving up on tough things though... that never works for me. just gotta buckle down and DO IT!
